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Stolen

Movies you've watched:


( ) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane!

Total: 4

( ) The Princess Bride
( ) Anchorman: The Legend Of Ron Burgundy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Total all together: 6

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
( ) American Pie Naked Mile

Total all together: 13

( ) Harry Potter 1
( ) Harry Potter 2
( ) Harry Potter 3
( ) Harry Potter 4
( ) Harry Potter 5
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) Resident Evil 3
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village

Total all together: 16

( ) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Robots

total all together: 16

( ) Dodgeball
(x) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
( ) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
( ) King Kong

Total all together: 17

( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween (the original)
(x) The Ring (Japan version)
( ) The Ring 2 (Japan version)
( ) Surviving Christmas
( ) Flubber

Total all together: 20

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards

Total all together: 20

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Longest Yard (the original) (widzialam tylko nowa wersje ;>
( ) Gridiron Gang
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask

Total all together: 24

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Ocean's Thirteen
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremacy
( ) Bourne Ultimatum
( ) Lone Star state of mind
( ) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
( ) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George

Total all together: 26

(x) Independence Day
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
( ) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss's Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
(x) Rush Hour 3

Total all together: 30

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old-virgin

Total all together: 30

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade

Total all together: 36

( ) Love and basketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devil's Rejects
( ) Elf
(x) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three

Total all together: 37

( ) The Jackal
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Full Metal Jacket
(x) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
( ) Monsters Inc.

Total all together: 38

(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard

Total all together: 40

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
(x) Dawn Of the Dead
( ) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
(x) Waterworld

total all together: 42

( ) Kill Bill vol 1
( ) Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
(x) The Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
(x) 13 Ghosts
(x) Army of Darkness

Total all together: 46

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolution
(x) Evil Dead
(x) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America: World Police
( ) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal
( ) Red dragon
( ) Anger Management

Total all together: 51






so about the thoughts...everything is getting really fucked up >.< and I dont mean the usual things that I got used to, everything that for now was always pretty good, keeping me to go, now i sslowly breaking, family, friends, everything and I have really enought of that. Dont read me wrong, I'm not downed or depressed but just completely tired, because of all this shit I cant force myself into stuff connected with my studies what questions my continuation fo them , I really need to rest, to go for some fucking deserted island where I can just rest nto worrying about anything besides "what to hunt for diner" xp. If it continues like that I dont know what'll hapen (for those that know me for a long time, I dont say about any suicides or shit like that, more just getting completely messed mentaly). And I want to thank to 2 persons and my dog as those are the last 2 that I can say I really trust and know they are always for me, only real friends...so thanks You and sorry that sometimes I do stupid things to You.
Oh and if anyone reads this please dont send me any hugs glomps etc, they will ntio help and I dont want or need them, there is only one thing that I need right now, but its something that I can never get...







In Flames - Sleepless Again


Hopeless times approach just give into the chaos
Strangely I find comfort here
Impatient and curious of what may come
...And so the rampage begins
Against the headache I can't win
DRAIN ME

Keep me in the dark.
Don't want to take part
Prefer to be forever numb
Nothing great can come out of this.

But i'm hostage to myself
I fear I might collapse
On the Razor's edge
And I fear i'll Realize when it's too late
Sleepless again
I need to ease my mind
And kill what Burns
Inside